2004-04-26 at 7:55 a.m.
Trouble is...
I'm bored this morning.
I've had the worst time falling asleep lately. Before my head hits he pillow, my mind is free to worry about anything I could possibly worry about. It's really frustrating.
I keep thinking that I am going to pack up my house and move far away. Like, to a whole new state. Far away from the worries, far away from the tears.
Sort of like... starting a whole new life and leaving everything behind. Then maybe I can start new and not have to deal with allt he pain leftover from my life decisions.
Trouble is, it will never happen, but I would love it to.